The nerd that I am has actually been keeping up with some of the premieres this week. Why is this so odd? Because I swear initially Heroes was the only series premiere I was interested in watching. Suddenly, after Heroes it was Grey's Anatomy, than Life, than bits of Bionic Woman. Somebody help me, the media's sucked me in. Also I've developed found myself watching reruns of the O.C. (does anyone agree with me that the show would have been ten times better if Ryan and Seth were just really doing each other?).

Despite the fact that I've been dabbling and enjoying fics that aren't slash, I apparently am not short of gay-ness on the brain. What do you mean you ask?

Well, was anyone else screeching at the screen when we all found out Suresh and Matt we're living together? Not to mention, the dirty images I got in my head when Nathan was all protective of that picture of him and Peter. I'm just saying.

Also in Grey's Anatomy the part with McSteamy told McDreamy (note, I'm not supposed to watch Grey's Anatomy it goes against my anti-establishment code of ethics so I've never really learned their names) roughly paraphased as "I didn't come back for the hospital, or for Addison. I came back for you! I wan't you back!"

*pauses* Exactly.

Let's just say my pervy brain was in overdrive after that. Like a lot.

Then I was watching Life, which is about a cop who is relased from prison after after evidence that initially said he was guilty, proves inconclusive and as a result get's a huge cash settlement. He also starts working as a detective and basically becomes the House of the PD. After that premiere I started having these really dirty ideas of a little Oz-like porn-but I have witheld the urge to look for fiction.

Well you'd think that was the end of it right? Oh no, apparently I'm a lot honier than I thought. Since of course after watching reruns of O.C. My brain was (again) convinced that Seth and Ryan we're so boinking each other in the background. Seriously, their relationship was probably the most continuous and stable on the show. Plus the idea of Ryan naked just make me happy.

However it was this final thought that really convinced me I was in slash overdrive. So this afternoon, I'm watching reruns of Bionic Woman and lo and behold I have this idea. I says to myself, self wouldn't it be totally hot if the main character (the brunette girl- as I have NO idea what the characters names are) and the other bionic woman (the blond crazy one from Battlestar Galactica) decided to ditch their respective partners and have hot lesbian-bionic sex with each other.

I've never really been into the whole femslash aspect of the fandom, but hey I always like to try new things. Heh

So I found this pretty little vid (not by me) on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8IEWA-hy1s

The vid (while primarily slashy in its overtones) also teases on the fact that I really enjoye fics where they're just close, as brothers. I actually got into a discussion about that with ladycat777 at one point about incest vs. just regular brotherly love. While I like incesty fics (in both SPN and Heroes fandoms) I still find myself enjoying fics where the main characters relationships as brothers are explored.

I think at one point I was fascinated with fics depicting brotherly love (in the familial sense) between Jake and Tom from Animorphs-though I only ever found one. I suppose my fascination stems from the fact that (to me) most men have difficulty with relationships in general, but when they have a brother their close too it's like watching your favorite show. You can't help but stare at the utter uniqueness of the whole thing.

Still, *snicker* my more porny side still get's a kick out of reading incesty stuff. I supposed it's safe to say I like BOTH immensely.

EDIT: Does anybody have any Heroes Recs, prefferebly long with more focus on a Heroes plot than on a pairing (ie AUs), starring Peter- slash or gen welcomed?

So it's really early in the morning and I can't sleep. I'm also craving hurricane popcorn. According to a friend of mine from Hawaii it's something that's pretty popular there. Gotta buy Mochi rice crackers though. I got the Nori already, and my mom just bought some low fat butter popcorn. I know it probably won't taste as good as REAL butter popcorn but I'm still trying to keep my diet.

In other news craving BTVS xander fics. I was watching old clips of BTVS season 1 and god do I miss it. Remember when Xander still had a real part, or when Oz was still around, or better yet when Buffy didn't look so anorexic. In my search on youtube I also found clips of the episode where willow and xander were vampires. Note: I love xander as a vamp. Mind you the emphasis was more on willow than xan, but still he was hot there. I was practically cross-eyes with dirty, dirty slash thoughts when the Master started stroking his face and um the part where he's watching willow torture angel....hm.

Also found other little tidbits. There's a clip of another actress playing Willow in a sorta alternate pilot. It was basically the same story (at least from what I saw) as the pilot but the actress playing willow was actually large (according to what I found initially they were gonna make willow chubby) and NOT allyson. Also the overall look of the school was a little different. It looked a little more 90210-ish. As a bonus Xander was orginally a skatter-which in my own bias perspective made him look good.